
As you may have noticed, in nearly every post I'm going to include a picture I've taken, whether it be of me or something else. I like to take pictures as well as write and draw.
Anyway, back to blogging.
All right, so lately I've had a small problem. No, I'm not looking for online dating. That's not why I'm writing this out. this is just my blogging ability. maybe someone can relate and help me out a little.
Anyway, I've recently been having these weird feelings for guys that I can't, and probably never will, have. They're either taken or just not approachable. And this hasn't happened only once. It's happened THREE times. I don't know about you, but this worries me. Why is this happening to me? i hate letting myself feel these things for these people, but i can't help it. And when i do feel then, it hurts. I know how to control myself and it hurts me every time I do. I want someone I can actualy have. And i want them to want me back. But right now that doesn't seem like it's ever going to happen.